I have reached a limit of endurance with the constant pain.
It almost defeated me. I cried out to God. The pain stayed, but God pulled me from the grasp of despair.
What more can I ask for?
So many people are in the same spot and too many of them will commit suicide. Do not let that happen to anyone you know or care about. If they are in pain, talk to them, check on them, don’t patronize them or say “pull yourself together” just care about them.
Jesus cares more about how much we cared for one another, not how correct our religion or doctrine is or is not. In fact, I think only we really care about that because a lot of money is invested in religious doctrine.
Keep your religion by doing what we are commanded to do.
When you come to appear before me,
who asked this from your hand?
Trample my courts no more;
bringing offerings is futile;
incense is an abomination to me.
New moon and sabbath and calling of convocation—
I cannot endure solemn assemblies with iniquity.
Your new moons and your appointed festivals
my soul hates;
they have become a burden to me,
I am weary of bearing them.
When you stretch out your hands,
I will hide my eyes from you;
even though you make many prayers,
I will not listen;
your hands are full of blood.
Wash yourselves; make yourselves clean;
remove the evil of your doings
from before my eyes;
cease to do evil,
learn to do good;
rescue the oppressed,
defend the orphan,
plead for the widow. Isaiah 1:12-17
Remember that when you see suffering and you pass it by; when you do not call that friend who is such a downer because they’re always sick; when you pass up a chance to listen to someone who needs your attention because you’re too busy.